I can't explain myself in a little paragraph. I guess all I can say is, you have to let yourself be happy and work with what you're given. See the beauty in things; stop every now and then, just stand there, take it all in, breathe, and be content with what's there. If not.. Change what you can't accept, but remember to accept what you can't change. Where exactly is the line between 'right and wrong'? It's all in your head.